WeEE!~ so cute!!

SquEak~!

Jan 29, 1987 to Feb 16, 1988

The Fire Rabbits stand out from the crowd of other Rabbits. You might expect Rabbits to be passive, quiet, and loners. Not so, the Fire Rabbits. These extroverts are leaders of the pack! Fire Rabbits intuitively sense the right way to bring out the best in themselves and other people. They are brave creatures, thirsty for life. Others eagerly follow them because of the promise of adventure and great fun, and they are never disappointed. Visionary explorers, Fire Rabbits inspire others to see beyond the surface. Unlike other Rabbits, Fire Rabbits have the potential to be truly rich. Enormously capable and hardworking, Fire Rabbits can achieve great things others cannot match. Captains in charge of their lives, they experience smooth sailing in their careers. The multifaceted Fire Rabbits experience great versatility in their lives. Their interests can range from Agatha Christie to bungee jumping, from caviar to enchiladas, from snowskiing to Scrabble. Speaking of Scrabble, spell Love: L-O-V-E is very kind to Fire Rabbits. Excellent lovers, they rapturously charm their partners with cozy fireplaces, affectionate hugs, and, most of all, undying support and loyalty.


-- just for fun... heh.... xD

Never Let you go - Janice
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The rain, just never seems to bring the joy I feel the same.
Everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart can’t seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won’t live my life without you

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know I’d never let you go

The way you left me on the train
I don’t know what to say
I remember everything that day
I can’t believe we’d never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance

happy valentine's day dear..

Valentines' Day... =)
A day where couples run amok on the street, heading to the most exhorbitantly priced restaurants, buying thorny flowers and dazzling jewellary.

It is also a day where another group (the singles), curse and swear with all their might, barricade themselves in their homes and proceed to rave and rant to their other friends who are single..

hmm. . .

lol.... sigh.. I feel strange this time round....









i just wanna be with you..







happy valentine's day dear...
i love ya... *hugs*

Weird Food!

what's the weirdest food you've ever eaten?
haha... I doubt anybody have eaten more weird stuff then me... not that I'm doing it for competition or anything, I just really like eating weird stuff....

I have a few things that I really want to eat/do before I leave this world, (or am unable to eat for that matter)

1) Go to Japan, beg a little homely fishing boat to bring me out to sea and catch live stuffs to eat on board!
imagine : A strange looking rockfish appears in the net, sea urchins by the dozen, and who can ever say no to a squirming tako! *yum* Oh.. I seriously want to try puffer fish too. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. heez.

priority rating : 5/5

2) Go to Japan, trail all the villages till I find this particular oyster shop next to the sea, ran by a group of local fisherman that has UNLIMITED fresh oysters, prepared in ANY way you want! Grilled, stewed, sauteed, fried, FRESH, whateverhow you want it done!

priority rating : 6/5

3) Go to Japan, and try out whale meat. lol. I know I'm going to get flamed pronto for this, but I really REALLY want to try out how it tastes like.... I heard it tastes like steak... haha.. There's even whale curry in Japan!
(author's note : The author doesn't really care about Japanese whaling, I always believe that when one species is wiped out, another replaces it. Moreover, extinction is never really permanent in the ocean, and its proven. *grins ` ~ ducks a poison dart*)

priority rating : 3/5

4) Go to Thailand, and eat crazy stuffs like baked scorpions, fried tarantulas etc, of course in their famous fantastic chilli sauces and curries

priority rating : 4/5

5) Go to Mongolia, eat grilled horse meat, drink horse milk, eat horse pot! (horse pot is actually a huge pot, with various portions of horse inside, happily stewing in the middle of a Yurt, with lots of spices and veggies!)

priority rating : 3/5

6) Go to India, *damm I forgot the name of that place*, to eat the world's most hottest chilli, on the scale of 800,000 chilli power!
(authors' note : btw, Bird's Eye Chilli, aka Chilli Padi is only about 250,000 on the capsein scale only)

priority rating : 1/5 ~ Fiery deaths are optional yah?

7) Go to a wild game shop in Brazil or Africa and stuff myself silly, stay in the local province for a month, and go there everyday to try out the wild stuff! Maybe Monday would be Zebra curry, Tuesday would be Snake broth, Wednesday would be Bear stew, Thursday would be fried Crocodile, Friday would be Peacock reduction.... you get it.. haha..

priority rating : 4/5

wEE~~ I want to eat so many stuffs! I think I've exhausted almost every single weird food that is available in Singapore already.... serious... I doubt anybody can name me anything in Singapore that I havn't eaten before...

zZz.... =/

heh...

I love food...

If I ever open a restaurant next time, it'll be a gourmet spread of the most exotic food that the island's history have to offer!

haha... I think that would be quite cool, I'll write a blog entry on the weirdest food I've ever eaten... It might blow the minds of many Singaporeans who think that such foods ever exist in Singapore even!

=)



sigh... on a heavier note.. its Chinese New Year..

right. I'm supposed to be happy and cheerful yah? But its one thing to go around wishing everybody "Zhi Sun Man Tang" (may your offspring fill the entire hall), and having people ask you stuff like, "got girlfriend already not?", "when you going to give grandma great grandchildren?" or "you're going to have wings to fly soon right?"

its not just stressful, its oppressive... yikes.

maybe thats why I'm always so quiet during these massive gatherings...

Then there's the extendedly long period with my brothers... somehow, I don't really click with my brothers anymore....
We don't have anymore common topic to talk about, not girls, not DoTA, not Bleach, and definately not JAPANESE.

its so fucking pissifying when they go around talking in Japanese to each other in front of me. It not only makes me feel like an utter retard, it makes me feel like I'm getting constantly insulted. Especially when they swear in Japanese, (i.e. "Andrew wa ***** no hiroi des) ...

like bloody fuck? How many vulgarities can I retort back in Japanese? I can swear a million vulgarities in Hokkian, but he understands, so he can retort back! ~ of course in Japanese.

Somehow, the Japanese language has created a terrible rift between us that I cannot help but start disliking the usage of it.

So what if you know a third language?
So what if you know how to use it fluently?
So what if you know japanese culture inside out?

Its understandable if you want to "practice" it, but to use it so constantly in front of people who DO NOT understand it, like my mum and I, is utterly rude and obscene!...

I don't speak in Chinese in front of my Indian and Malay friends, nor do I use dialect with friends who don't understand them!



BAH.



Zzzz



sigh...




*happy new year darling, I hope you're having a better new year then me, its my wish this year that we'll keep the fire of love burning bright till twilight...
I love you! *hugs tight*

If you're tired, I'll carry you...
If you're sad, I'll tickle you....
If you're moody, I'll hug you...
If you're lonely, I'll be by your side... Coz you are my one and only, you're my love...

* ~ Andrew loves Alvin ~ *

My Promise

I will always be with you...

for I love you dear.....
















dont worry k? I love you so much dear...*hugs tightly* I'll never let go of your warm hand....

A thought for the day

"The Jesus I worship is not likely to collaborate with those who vilify and persecute an already oppressed minority [...]. I could not myself keep quiet whilst people were being penalized for something about which they could do nothing, their sexuality. For it is so improbable that any sane, normal person would deliberately choose a lifestyle exposing him or her to so much vilification, opprobrium and physical abuse, even death. To discriminate against our sisters and brothers who are lesbian or gay on grounds of their sexual orientation for me is as totally unacceptable and unjust as Apartheid ever was."

~ Archbishop Rt Rvt Njongonkulu Ndungane of the Anglican Church of Southern Africa on the division of the Anglican churches on condemning homosexuality

Love....

Love, a force so great that it can move worlds...

What would you do for the person you love?

How much will you run?

How far will you go?...


When all you want to do is to see him smile,
When all you want to do is to just hear him laugh...

All you would give to hold him close to you...

Each time you stretch out your hand, you wished it was his fingers that enclosed your hand.

Nothing really matters when you're in love...

You'll snuggle him close, and feel his soft gentle rhythmic heart beating slowly, knowing that your love is secured deep inside..

When you want to feel his head on your shoulders,
to protect him,
to warm him...



... love is a dream that lost its way and ended up linking two hearts together...



but what happens when the dreams shatter?
when reality hits back with a force so hard that your mind breaks?



i've been through so much in life already...
but I can say indisputably that a broken heart is by far the most painful experience one could possibly have...





i'm scared..
paranoid..
insane..

..... I love him so much....
nothing else seem to matter anymore..


... nothing...